When you showed me the kind of connection you have had
and the kind of relation you share with them - you asked me for a feedback
"what could have i said, its difficult to put few things in words"
finally this is what i could say
i'll explain you with an example
example of me, after what i saw
a treasured memorandum
an adventuruous journey of ur life
i feel a brute fruition
in a hollow space inside
which has shrunk my heart even more
cuz i've realized what a dead soul i am...
i try to recall if i have ever connected that way..
i wanted to connect, there was a need to connect
so i did,
to fiction, to dreams..
i literally lived in a virtual world..
what connection i saw was a devine connection
something which i really look up to now and even wonder
"how does it feel to connect with real people?"
have i even known that feeling???
"its a big hint to do i know how does it feel to connect with real people"
all these people, whatever idea they have about
each other and friendship is because they got to know you.
"i used to close my eyes to real things, but now i dont" -
cuz i know that you are real